That is what Chad always says. Well that or, “someone will complain if you hang them with a brand new rope”… that one kind of eeeks me out so ya.
Anyway, I am trying to do as little complaining as I can lately. This may explain my lack of posts recently? Am I a super big complainer? I feel like I am off and on. I also feel like complaining is contagious. Like when my friends are telling me, or when I am reading about a shitty day on Tumblr, I suddenly remember all these little things that suddenly piss me off and my day seems a lot worse than it did before.
Chad and I had an amazing time this weekend, we were super positive and it seemed like positivity just flowed to and around us. It can be tough sometimes. Chad’s back is no where near improving at all, and he tries his hardest to be helpful but I can tell that he is depressed and disheartened. I am always exhausted from constantly taking care of the twins, and Chad, and now myself. I have to take care of and invest in myself so that I can be present, happy, and healthy for my family. Jeez it is tiring though.
Positivity though, that is what I am supposed to be rambling about… a couple of months ago I asked a family friend/co worker if he could possibly find a hook up for tickets to Coachellafest for Chad and I. This past Friday he had me pick up 2 all access wristbands. IT WAS AWESOME. Chad’s back held up pretty well (although he did need 2 days to recover), and we had a BLAST.
You guys! I saw Alexander Skarsgard! UP CLOSE! I did not say hi though, he was too tall and good looking for me to be brave. Haha. Chad got to meet Al Barr, we saw Social D and the Descendants from the pits. It was rad. We kissed and made out and hugged. The twins went to the nanny’s house and came home in good spirits and not even a little out of whack. It was seriously just the best. It was like The Universe knew that we needed some love and fun time and just handed it over to us.
I knit pick and stress over a lot of things that I don’t need to, but I have been trying to make a conscious effort to stop being such a debbie downer. I really feel like it has made a difference too. Obviously not everyday is going to be a magical amazing day where it just rains sunshine and lollipops, I mean I almost commited murder yesterday morning, but not every day needs to be as shitty as I can make it either.
Today is a good day to have a good day.